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Name: Walter
Date: 8/28/2009
Colorgenics Number: 37412056
You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your ‘missed opportunities’ by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as ‘living with exaggerated intensity’. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that ‘the wrong word’ can lead you to tears. You feel other people’s pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.
You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.
Whatever has caused the situation, you just don’t seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam… One minute you experience ‘highs’ and a few moments later ‘lows’. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that ‘If its not fun - then don’t do it’. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
work’s out, school’s in
sadly, 2nd week into the school term, things are already looking hectic. what’s new right, given the workaholic i am.
yet, i’m falling sick. again. busting my own personal best of falling sick only once a year. sneezing and coughing and wheezing, and trying to play catch-up with my nose. let’s hope the fever doesn’t set in.
well i just don’t want the holidays to end. summer ‘09 was awesome, in retrospect.
in spite of the numerous hall production rehearsals peppered through the holidays which, well, to be honest were pretty tiring and yes they were quite the hassle.
working at IS mag opened my eyes to things i wouldn’t even attend; allowed me to meet people i wouldn’t have gotten the chance to meet, gave me the chance to have my works published in a well-distributed magazine. the art exhibitions, the movie premieres, the theatre plays, the people i got to interview (face-to-face: luxy girls/the CEO of tiger balm etc; phoners: ashley of pcd/imelda may/selena tan/kumar/lim kay siu etc).i do have gripes, but nothing in this world is perfect is it.
my 22nd birthday was, in short, sweet. the dinner at carousel@royal plaza on scotts could not have been better. loved the food, but more importantly the company. thanks kaijie, job, terence, liz.
and who could forget freni - best og at wkwsci foc’2009 with the most awesomest bunch of freshies one could ever ask for. and it was amazing how the camaraderie between everyone just connected. how all were willing to go all out for the og. the late nights playing best.game.ever. the subsequent (also late-night and last-minute outings). lady gaga. though i can tell groups are starting to form—and that is of course inevitable—i know you guys will be bonded, and continue to rock on wkwsci foc’2010 as an og.
willy and fadz, for a budding bond that i hope will last way beyond our wkwsci years. hell i can’t believe we’re meeting/chatting online/whatever almost everyday.
especially willy. for the connection, on a more personal level, and for the trust you place in me. and for willing to share much of your life with me. thanks, too, for listening to my random grouches and rants, for keeping my secrets, and for just being there. and it’s very admirable how you manage to stay strong in spite of all that’s happening, really.
and oda was great, in spite of the minimal amount of time i’ve spent with you all.
batam was awesome. would love to go back there soon for more late-night lame games, fabulous food and decent $3.60 t-shirts. and we haven’t played hide and seek yet.
lady gaga was fantabulous. one of the best concerts i’ve ever attended, despite having to wait for eons and being drenched in sweat by the time she appeared on stage.
lastly i guess i’m finally getting the meaning behind the lyrics of 梁靜茹’s 《勇氣》. maybe they’re not as cheesy as i originally thought. But it seems like it’s going to be the same old story, on replay mode, over again.
